Sweet Silver Lining

People say I am too quiet, too serious, too reserved, too private, ungrateful for not wanting to go on a mission, lazy, sassy, my major is a mommy major and will get me nowhere in life, they cannot take me seriously because of my blonde hair and my sweet voice. Well, in ward prayer, for the spiritual thought they said a quote that I may talked about how if we listen to other people's opinions, eventually we will hold their opinions in higher esteem than our own. Well, I am not going to let that happen to me. Yes, I am going to be sassy. I will give them that one. :) My coordinator says, "Watch out world. Megan's got her sassy pants on today!" I may be quiet. I like to watch things happen around me. I am not shy. I analyze every little thing before I do something so I am usually not the first person to go out and introduce myself. I think things through and I am really logical (thank you, Devon, for pointing that out). I am not ungrateful. Not going on a mission is between me, my family, and Heavenly Father. My major is not a mommy major. It is teaching me valuable skills that I will surely use in my future family (they are just jealous my family will be better than theirs), but it is also giving me valuable information for the career I want to go in to. I am not lazy. I am running all of the time so when I have time to sit that is what I do.  I am blonde and have a sweet voice. If you don't take me seriously... your loss. I do not care. I used to try to make everyone happy, but I am devoting this week to me. I am holding my opinion of myself over everyone else's, and I am going to do what is best for me. I had a hard week last week, "but so many people are looking to me to be strong and to fight but I'm just surviving and I may be weak but I'm never defeated and I'll keep believing in clouds with that sweet silver lining."