Perfect Song

This is perfect for me right now. Elevator goes up, elevator come down, and you just go with the flow until your feet are back on the ground. Things are hard. I am not going to say everything in my life is perfect right now. I am tired. Spring is not on its way like the groundhog said it was. Election week is coming, and although I feel like it should be avoided like the plague, I am helping. After election week comes my interview. After that comes our retreat. I just keep going with the flow.
Yesterday was the stake activity. I was not going to go, but I did for some reason. We went ice skating. It brought back memories from when I was younger. I loved getting to get back out on the ice even though it was all I could do to stay up most of the time. Alanna and I got there kind of early so we started by just watching people and drinking hot chocolate. When we got on the ice, I got to see friends that I had not seen all week, and helping Mak skate since it was her first time was really fun. They had homemade scones and they were delicious. I honestly just had fun. I need to take more time for myself. Seriously.
Today we got a new bishopric which was so sad, and we had a lesson on service. Again, the wearing your busy-ness as a badge of honor came up. I feel fingers pointed toward me, but I guess those fingers are my own. Anyways, they said that sometimes you really do have to let other people serve you. That is fine for other people, but I don't like people doing things for me. I like doing things for myself. I do not like people knowing when I am sick or extremely stressed out. I am so bad. I really am going to be better. There is so much craziness and I am just trying to keep my feet from being swept out from under me. Maybe just maybe the next time someone offers to serve me I will let them.