Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Oh My Heart... It Just Exploded

Having a fur baby is a lot like having a real baby. She just has fur. I love every moment I get to spend with her learning about and from her, and I love watching her personality develop over time. Having Vivien has made me think a lot about when I am really a mom. I cannot wait to possibly have a baby who looks like me, but I also cannot wait to possibly have one that looks like my husband. Either way it is going to be an adventure. Last night, I made a few promises to my future kids. Here it goes.
I promise: 
To not name you something ridiculous.
To read to you and tell you stories.
To sing to you and dance with you.
To cherish every moment I have with you even if you're driving me crazy because those moments won't last forever.
To show you how to fly.
To teach you to love life and love each other.
To help you build your testimony.
To always make you smile.
To buy you cute clothes. 
To laugh with you.
To memorize everything about you and love you more than I can express.
To take fun pictures.
To let your daddy show you how much he loves you.
To let you know that although I am not perfect (as you will one day learn), I'm doing the best I can.
To teach you that you are a child of God.
To let you go on adventures.
To let you have a puppy. Because that's important.
To let you make messes.
To show you how special you are.
To let you dress up but teach you that even superheros and princesses do their chores.
And finally, to tell you that you are my happily ever after over and over again. 

Monday, August 25, 2014

Boston Terror

Vivien Leigh Fairchild. Born on June 14, 2014. The runt of the litter. Two pink spots on her nose, and the white markings on her neck come to a V in the back (Coincidence? Probably, but I like to think not.). Big ears that were somewhat floppy at the tops when we got her but have since straightened out. And most importantly, the cutest little thing you ever did see. 
Before I really start this, let me set one thing straight. Nothing and no one will ever replace my best boy, Fenway. He was an American Gentleman that will never be forgotten. But, I do feel like Vivien has been the best thing for me since leaving Utah and all of my friends behind. Fenway was my American Gentleman, but Vivien is quickly becoming my Southern Belle. She isn't here to replace but just to love and be a companion for me in my new adventure.
Once cleaning for my last cleaning check, graduation ceremonies, and that dreadfully long car ride home were over, it was time to get my puppy. I was a little disappointed that we could not get her right away, but I kept busy and started to unpack. Little did I know this would be one of the last times I would have to actually get things done. In the car on the way back from Utah, dad asked me what the last word of the breed was. I said terrier. He said, "No. Terror." I blew it off as a joke, but it was just foreshadowing for what was about to happen in my life. So, our story begins back in the car an hour or two after I got home from Utah... 
I was trying my best to stay calm, but how do you do that when you're on your way to get your long awaited puppy? Longest. Drive. Of. My. Life. We pulled into the driveway of the little house, walked up to the door, and dad knocked. No one came. It felt like forever before someone came to the door. A little old man opened it, and his wife was a few steps behind him holding a tired looking puppy. She raised her up a little and, looking at me, asked if she was mine. I violently shook my head, and my arms went out before I even realized it. My little Vivien. Mine. She was so sleepy on the way home. Either that or she was acting shy with the camera being pointed at her. Hesitantly I let my mom and brother hold her in the car. I just wanted her all of the time. 
I thank heaven that the next two days she slept a lot. Who would have thought my little sleepy puppy would turn into something that we ever so lovingly refer to as "Beasty." My little snuggly baby quickly turned into a wiggly, rambunctious, hyper, and sassy puppy. She bites anything she can get to whether it is you or something of yours ranging from your nose to the knobs on the kitchen cabinets. The little one that didn't need a leash has turned into the one that wants to play so badly that sometimes she runs out in the street without knowing what she is doing. The little one that would sleep on her bed has already become the one that would much rather be on the couch with a blanket or on the bed with you. Best yet, the little one that Savannah paid no mind to at first is the one that always instigates play time when she is awake. My little puppy is growing all too fast. 
The day after we got her she had a vet appointment. How could something weighing in just under five pounds steal my heart so quickly? I may never understand. Being a mom has its challenges. Waking up at all hours of the night, being thrown up and peed on, cleaning up more poop than I like to admit, having to put her down when she doesn't want to be held and wants to do things on her own and in her own way, paying for vet bills, and having scrapes and scratches from little puppy teeth and claws make me wonder what I am doing sometimes. But, on the other hand, at night when she comes and lays her head on my neck and falls asleep beside me, the kisses she gives when I have been gone and come back, and the sweet looks she gives me make it all worth it. My little Beasty may have a little devil in her Angel Eyes, but I guess she just takes after me. I love my little Vivien Leigh more than I can explain. 
P.S. I will have her a BYU Cougars fan in no time. Don't worry. 
P.S.S. No matter how much mom and dad say they don't like her, don't let them fool you. Both have asked to play or snuggle with her, and they light up when she gives them kisses or does something funny. 
P.S.S.S. I have to hurry and finish this because my computer is currently being eaten by mentioned Beasty. 

Monday, June 30, 2014

Red, White, Blue, and Blonde

You probably thought this was going to be a Fourth of July post. If that is what you wanted stop reading now. This post is about puppies. I want a puppy so badly. I know it is going to be hard for me to go home after graduation. I also know a puppy will help. Honestly, I am going to need a friend more than anything when I get home, and something about having to carry a giant Dalmatian dog down the stairs multiple times a day just doesn't do it for me. I need someone who is mine. Someone who will love me unconditionally. I always told Fenway he couldn't die until after I graduated college. But, it was my best boy's time before that. I can never replace that sweet boy, but I am in need of another friend. I do not care if it is blonde, chocolate, lilac, champagne, black, red, or blue, but I hope my momma and dad will let me get a Boston puppy when I get home. 

  Just in case my mom needs a few more cute faces to convince her... 
 
 If the answer is now yes then... 
And, if the answer is still no...

Just Trust Me

One of my aunts talks really fast and is an excellent story teller. She once told a story about a couple of her kids. They had been talking ...