Some of the Pics: The Rest Are Yet To Come!

A Little Everything of Bit

          Let me tell you something. Life is crazy. Not sometimes but all of the time! I finished my third semester of grad school. I have mailed in all of my internship applications. I have so many details that just need to work out. Welcome to my life. And, I have statistics next semester *enter panicked and anxious and frightened face here*.
          Thanksgiving and Christmas came and went like they were nothing. I don't know if it was because I was working full time or what, but now they simply feel like distant, happy memories. I painted, and I got to see my best friend multiple times, and I laughed until I cried at work, and old memories from freshman year of college magically popped up on my Facebook, and I helped my mom with the Children's Health Christmas parade again (and got an official jacket this time!), and Christmas!!! Then, all of the sudden it was 2016 with new stresses, new goals, new classes, new adventures, and new surprises.
          Remember how I said I needed a new single's ward to go to? I have been going to one in Dallas, and I absolutely love it! I have people to sit by and talk to and smile at and laugh with. It makes ALL the difference.
          All of my dang internship applications are in. I am not going to go in to all of the nitty gritty details, but let's just say it was a massive pain in my butt. One thing after another went wrong, but they are in. I'm just going to leave it at that. Everyone pray that I will get an internship!! But really, maybe just say a quick one right now before you continue reading.
          One more semester down. Five more to go. #MakingGradSchoolCount. How many days until graduation? Oh maybe just 285... and one hour... and thirty minutes. So yeah. School, internship, graduation. I can do anything for 9 months. Right?!
          Ryan. My little brother. The one I call wittle brudder. The one who is giant. The one who was so worried. The one who missed the priority application deadline. Yeah him. HE GOT IN TO BYU!!!! My little brother is going to be a cougar once he gets home from his mission! Guys! My little brother is a legacy! (Does that apply to siblings or only children?) I don't care! I'm so excited for him because I look back at my BYU experience with only smiles!!!
          That special little brother of mine also got to try on my grandpa's old air force uniform. Let me tell you. Grandpa is a little protective of his stuff. Okay, he may be a hoarder, but he actually got his suit out, and it fit Ryan so well. He was so handsome!
          So, all of those good and wonderful things happened, but for some reason last week I was feeling so totally worthless and like a failure and just sad. I'm not going to pretend. I think it was the combined stress of having a stats class again, filing taxes, trying to pay for school, the anxiety of waiting for someone to call me about an internship, and I don't know... everything else life throws at me. With the help of A LOT of scripture study, perfectly applicable talks and lessons at church, and the help of my mom, dad, and my little brother I feel better. Things just aren't always easy, sometimes you break down, and that is life. There is no reason to pretend everything is perfect all of the time.
          And what you have all been waiting for... Puppy update! Miss Vivien is as cute and sassy as ever, and I just wish I could hug her and squeeze her all of the time and that she would stop growing! I saw a quote the other day that said, "Yes, my dog is spoiled. I don't consider that a problem. I consider that my goal." Yay for one of my goals getting accomplished. I can check that box and keep on checking!      
          Anyways, I will add some of my favorite pictures from all of this time at some point. I promise. I would say I will try to be better about this blogging thing, but let's get real. It probably won't happen. Until next time, keep smiling everyone!