On Monday, I was sick and was just upset about certain events, but I had multiple friends take care of me and help me make it through the day. Making me dinner, talking to me, letting me just crash on my bed when I got home with shoes and everything still on, and making sure I had everything I needed were some of the best things they did for me.
Tuesday and Wednesday were some of the longest days I have ever had to experience. I had a remarkable amount of homework to do. As I piled it up one night I almost started to cry thinking there was no way I was ever going to be able to finish all of it. Each night when I got home I was so exhausted, but I sat down to do my homework believing and constantly reminding myself that I am at BYU to learn. It was hard for me to concentrate so I said many silent prayers asking for help. I believe only the loving support of my Heavenly Father and my unwillingness to give up got me through.
Thursday was one of the days where I just went through the motions because I had to. Getting up for my class at eight in the morning felt like the worst form of torture, but I had to do it so I got my blueberry bagel and walked to class eating it. The day wasn't bad, but I was tired after staying up so late doing my unnatural amount of homework. At 11:54 I realized it was my last day of classes and I seriously got so excited I almost screamed out of joy in the middle of my last class.

So, my tender mercies included friends being there to take care of me, help with my pile of homework, making it through my last day of classes, finding my phone each time I lost it, getting a break from my busy life and just being able to have fun with friends, and my iPad being in the same place I left it. Now, I am sure I always have these tender mercies in my life, but I do not always take the time to notice them. This is yet another thing I need to work on.
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